Singing Raxxie: All I Have To Give by Mali Music

Raxxiloxx: Lint

Bringin it!

I am pleased to say that I see some change in my body since restarting P90X! Nothing dramatic but progress is progress!

Bringing Sexy Back: P90X - Round 2

Ladies (and gentlemen)! As you will remember if you read the blog last year, I started and fell in love with P90X. Then I slacked off and never mentioned it again #fail. Well I'm starting again!

I have 30lbs to lose. My goal is my birthday, May 9 2011! I wanna be fit! I wanna be healthy! And I will do it this time. Accountability is the key here. I have my motivators in my corner, I announce what I'm doing openly to the world so I have the accountability, I take pix everyday to see my progress as I go. I.AM.FOCUSED!

This summer I'll have a sexy beach body, mark my words!

I am going to post pix on fotki in my private folder so you can hit me up for the password if you'd like to see.

I also may post pix as I near my goal so we'll see! Super excited!

STATS:

Starting Weight - 165 lbs
Current Weight - 165 lbs

Starting Measurements
Waist - 30"
Bust - 37.5"
Hips - 40"

Current Measurements
Waist - 30"
Bust - 37.5"
Hips - 40"

Starting Body Fat % - 29.54%
Current Body Fat % - 29.54%
Goal Body Fat % - 22%

Goal Weight - 135 lbs
Total Weight Lost - 0 lbs

Raxxiloxx: Pipe Cleaner Curls on Locs Pt. 2

Raxxiloxx: Pipe Cleaner Curls on Locs Pt. 1

15 Months in Review

Stats

Its a new year (yes I'm late) and here are my stats!

3 years since big chop!

(almost) 15 months loc'ed

My babies are no longer babies, and they don't feel like teenagers. Maybe they're young adults.

I graduated from university despite the madness I vented about before and I'm on the job hunt. Pray for me.

Life is pretty sweet right now. God LOTS to be thankful for and new, wondewful things on my horizon. Pain is in my rearview.

-Raxx

ps. Here are some pix of how I look today

Non-Loc'ed Dream!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a dream last night that I JUST remembered.

I was in the bathroom with a flat iron in my hand straightening my hair... my NON-LOC'ED HAIR! (lol)

Then in walks my boyfriend to ask me what I'm doing... (he LOVES my locs btw). So I turn to him, and what do I say?

"See baby, I TOLD you my hair was long!" as long curls cascade down to APL hair (something i've never had). Then my sister came in and I showed her, much to her envious displeasure...

omg.. lol what's wrong with me.. i guess shrinkage is getting to me more than I realized (thought I was over it)..

Can someone say, psychoanalysis???

OMG!

I need to vent a little bit.

I got it pretty rough right now. This semester is my last and it is literally killing me! I'm not one who gets sick and I've been sick off and on, every month this semester. I'm broke because international students like me can't work off campus on our visas so I can't afford real/fresh food. I also have no time to cook or sleep or work out. Everything that could help keep me healthy I have no time to do.

What am I doing? Working 2 jobs just to pay rent, and taking 6 extra credits on top of a full course load. Sounds suicidal doesn't it? Why am I doing it? Well I was blessed with a student loan that would cover me for this one semester. I have to finish this semester because I won't be able to pay for another semester. *sigh*

I don't know how many of you are praying people but... I NEED PRAYER! I have to get to the end of this semester. I need a job, an apartment, and a car. Lord help me.